Hey Guys! Its been forever since i been on this thing! I just wanted to let you know i been good! And everybody is great and Me and Jon are stiull together! Anywho here is what i have been into lately: MAKEUP! i absoultely adore it! I have been making makeup videos on youtube and i would love for you guys to support me! Miss and love ya- Britt
Hey my fellow xangans! I know its been forever since i been on this thing and the last post i did was on some werid shyt. Good news: im back. I miss talking to my girls on here and getting feedback and i jus miss the whole venting method. I learn that i dont have any friends on facebook nor twitter. Matter of fact i think all social networking is a bunch of who whos shyt and thats something i cant stand. Lets play the game of who can get the most comments on there status about my dumb pathotic ass life. Yes im bitter. Sue me! But after a while i question myself, who am im trying to impress here. It should be no one but myself. So your wondering about my headline? Me and jonathan had some drama on our hands where i had to delete a person from my facebook and change my number. I decided to jus deactivate the damn thing, not like anybody care about me anyway. And im still hesitate about changing my number. I have had that thing for almost three years prob even longer. But the more i think about it the more im thinkin about actually doing it, but for a whole different reason. I know everybody is all oh the new year is coming i gotta start making a change crap but i wouldnt mind having a change and not letting everybody have acess to me. Its four mins till ill have to clock in to my crappy ass job which i hate with a passion but thats another story. I must admit i really enjoy this time speaking my mind, even if its thru words or even if people dont even read this entry. I feel better already about my day. Thanks xanga
So most people bitch and moan about not finding a good man...well i have that. But im sad to say that im still am ....unsatisfied. I need....girls!...No im not gay! im just really lonely. I miss having my "girls" I havent had a real true best friend in bout three years. After the bad breakup with my old high school friends when i was with mr. T. i havent had a lady friend since. or at least luck with them at all. Its getting depressing, as much as i love jonathan...i cant take him to the nail salon with to gossip, i cant take him shopping with me...tried...didnt work. Im just really fed up with not having with friends.. I even tried to reach out to jonathan's sister who is around my age but she is either act like she is too good to be my friend or doesnt have the time. So after my finally reach out to her. I feel like crying. I never thought it would be this bad not having companions..but it is. So people take advantage of the friends that they have. Yes everybody wants to be a couple, but you also need to have friends to be your bridesmaids to help you down the aisle. If i didnt have alot of female cousins, i wouldnt have a bridemaid team. Hell who is gonna throw my bacherolette party! It sucks....
me and jonathan are still going strong...i feel gulity bcuz...
I made out with Mr. T....DONT JUDGE ME> it was 4 20!we were high and kissed but that was it! No sex! im happy, he is even called me the next day and said he was happy and that he doesnt reget anything and glad were just friends. i said dido and hung up lol. because if it wasnt for me having the brains and trying to snap out my high (which was EXTREMELY hard to do!) he would of just whipped it out and it would of been going down! But unlike him, i actually care about my new significant other and the words of him saying he loved me went thru my head and i pushed mr. t off and took another hit lol!
I need another job or jus a raise. me and jonathan are planning to go to flordia in june and i jus feel so guilty because as much as i dont wanna admit it. i dont have the money to go......i try to budget...and budget....and budget...and i still come up with starving myself or not paying my bills....hmph...its not my fault petsmart doenst pay me shyt and wont let me go to full time for more hours...im deeply sadden. JON makes BANk at his job (he is an EMT) and BRITT makes SCRAB at hers. yea i get a few tips here and there, but nothing to make a difference from me going and working it on a pole!
